FOR TODAY: Friday 7th January 2011
Outside my window… It is snowing, again! It used to be a novelty to see snow, not any more. We had the 2nd white Christmas in a row and it doesnt seem exciting to see it anymore.It doesn’t show any signs of stopping at the moment.
I am thinking… too much. Robyn has her operation date through for the beginning of February. I am anxious about it, very anxious. I know she will be better off for having surgery but the operation scares me. I am worried about her after care and about the care of Katie while I am in hospital with Robs. We could be there for up to a week and Katie needs someone to collect her from nursery and have her overnight etc. Family and friends will help out but trying to co-ordinate everything is making me so nervous.
I’m trying to remain calm about it but I feel a bit out of my depth if I am honest.
I am thankful for… schools going back this week. It was lovely to have the girls at home for Christmas but getting back to normal is always lovely!
From the kitchen… Katie and I made carrot, butternut squash and sweet potato soup yesterday. I added a bit of nutmeg and cumin powder too for a bit of spice. It tastes delicious. Robyn has got to get used to eating soup for after her op so there will be more soup making going on in the next few weeks as I try and find some that she likes. She declared yesterdays as “quite nice” which is praise indeed coming from her!
I am wearing… trousers with a big fleecy jumper! It’s cold today!
I am creating… nothing at the moment but I have some bunting orders coming in as soon as I can get the right fabric. I spoke to the man on the market this week and he is getting more of what I need within the next fortnight.
I am also on the look out for a new cross stitch kit that I can take with me to keep me occupied while I am in hospital with Robs.
I am going… out tonight with Anthony! Not sure where yet but my sister is having the girls overnight. Lovely!
I am hoping… that this year is kind to us. I need to remain positive. Robyns op and more tests for Katie are dominating my mind. Hopefully they will all go well and we can get on with happy times.
A few plans for the rest of the week: This week is almost over but next week I hope to have a quiet one. I have a doctors appointment to hopefully get some help with the anxiety problems I’m having. I can’t carry on as I am.
Here is picture for thought I am sharing… A happy Katie, because yesterday she was so utterly horrid I have to concentrate on pictures like this in order to remain positive!
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